Sunday, March 25, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 11, Day 3

The memory verse for this week is 1 John 1:7, "If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - as you experience koinonia with other groups of God's people, you experience greater dimensions of God's presence at work in your world.  This is such confirmation of what we have been working on as we move forward into where God is leading us.  As we have been talking about the five areas we are focusing on we have been seeking to hear what organization's God is leading us to partner with to the break the cycle of poverty in Westmoreland County and to have a very real presence in every community in Westmoreland County.  We know that we cannot do this alone and that we are a part of the bigger body of Christ.  I am very excited about working with other Christians to see the Kingdom come and God's will be done all over Westmoreland County!

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 11, Day 2

The memory verse for this week is 1 John 1:7, "If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - Koinonia is the most complete expression of a love relationship with God.  When you live in this kind of love relationship with God, you will have the same quality of loving fellowship with other believers.

I think this statement about koinonia really resonated with me because it helps me to put into perspective what happens when problems arise between believers.  And I have to begin with myself.  When I get angry and fly off the handle at someone, it is because my love relationship with God is not where it should be.  When I lose my patience, when I am quick to speak and slow to listen, when I hold on to unforgiveness - all of these are a result of the brokenness of my relationship with God and the result of that brokenness is my brokenness in relationship to others.

When marriages are on the verge of destruction, when two believers are angry with one another, when people engage in gossip - all of these are signs that koinonia is not happening with God first.  We blame each other, but what we must do is look at our relationship with God.  When we restore our relationship with God, then we will be able to restore marriages and friendships.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 11, Day 1

Welcome to Week 11!  This week's memory verse is 1 John 1:7, "If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - Isn't it tragic when we become so self-centered we enter God's presence and say, "O God, bless me, bless my family, bless my church"?

I don't think there is anything wrong with asking God to bless us, but that certainly cannot be the focus or the only thing we ask of God.  I really loved the phrase World Missions Strategy Center to describe the local church.  That is what we are.  We can have a global impact.  This is so great to think about the fact that we can truly make a difference locally and internationally!  I am reminded of Acts 1:8, "You will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."  That's God will for His church.

Experiencing God - Week 10, Day 5

This week's memory verse is Romans 12:5, "In Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - Don't settle for less than all God intends to do through your life and your church as He walks with you.  I love that because it really is very easy to settle for less.  I believe God wants to do immeasurably more than we could ask or imagine through the power of the Holy Spirit at work in and through us.  That's not having a settle for less attitude.  Our God is able.  Our God is strong.  Our God wants to make His glory known through us as we join Him where He is at work. 

Monday, March 19, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 10, Day 4

The memory verse for this week is Romans 12:5, "In Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others."

The most meaningful part of today's study wasn't a statement or sentence, but a process that Blackaby used to work through seven statements that are often heard in a church by members.  Instead of being reactionary or allowing the statements to bring division, we are taught to filter each one through the truth of Scripture.  Using 1 Corinthians 12, Blackaby brings to light what is behind each statement and what the Bible says is to be the fulfillment of God's will for the church.

I have been trying to be more intentional about not answering questions and comments according to what I think and instead sharing scripture verses that inform my faith and my understanding of who God is.  I don't want to proof text and take Scripture out of context, so I am attuning my ears and my heart to God so that He can speak through me in a way that builds up the person and builds up the Body of Christ in a healthy, biblical way.

Experiencing God - Week 10, Day 3

The memory verse for this week is Romans 12:5, "In Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - The Holy Spirit is the gift.  When you see a spiritual gift exercised you are observing a manifestation of the Holy Spirit equipping and enabling a person to accomplish God's will.

This was a great reminder to me that according to Acts 2:38 the Holy Spirit is a gift from God.  The work of God in this world continues through the church.  It is not for our benefit as individuals, but it's about the glory of God and the building up of the family of God.  I want to be very careful to give God thanks when I see the manifestation of the Holy Spirit at work in someone's life because it means that the person is joining God where that person sees God at work.  God has given Himself to empower the person to do His work.  I am so thankful it is not up to us to do this on our own!  We have the Holy Spirit.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 10, Day 2

The memory verse for this week is Romans 12:5, "In Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others."

The most meaningful part of today's study was Romans 15:5-6, "May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ."

Over the last 18 months I have sensed that where God is leading the people of Charter Oak Church has become clearer and clearer.  In the last six months I have felt a growing momentum to that direction.  And even in the two months we have been studying Experiencing God and the Gospel of John God is bringing us into unity with one heart and mouth to glorify God.  I have been listening to people share with me what they are hearing and sensing from God and it seems like almost everyone is moving in the same direction.  This can only come from God!

Are we all moving in the same direction? No.  Is everyone sensing a growing excitement and momentum?  No.  But God is at work and He is bringing unity to our church family.  After reading today's lesson I know that everyone isn't going to be on board and there will just be people who are out of fellowship with God.  We will keep listening and obeying what God is saying and doing. 

I have loved watching the Body of Christ called Charter Oak Church come together in unity!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 10, Day 1

Welcome to week 10! Woo Hoo!

This week's memory verse is Romans 12:5, "In Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - the pastor's job is to bear witness to the church about what he senses God is saying.  To most people this would be a no brainer.  For me, it is one of the scariest statements in the study.  I hear pastors and Christian leaders speaking on behalf of God all of the time.  I receive emails from people that are forwards of a prophetic word from God.  Unfortunately, when I go back and look at many of these emails and look back at what others have said, it just didn't come to pass.  One of the things I have clearly heard through this study is when someone claims to have a word from God and it doesn't come to pass that person is a false prophet.

If my job is to bear witness to the church about what I sense God is saying, I better be in a deep, abiding relationship with God.  I can't speak out of what I want, but I have to be totally surrendered to God.  I really do want to bear witness to the people of Charter Oak Church what I sense God is saying, but I do so with honor, respect, and fear.  We serve a holy God.  He is worthy.  Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty!

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 9, Day 5

The memory verse for this week is John 14:23, "Jesus replied, 'If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching.  My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.'"

The most meaningful part of today's study - waiting on the Lord should not be an idle time for you.  Let God use times of waiting to mold and shape your character.  Let God use those times to purify your life and to make you a clean vessel for His service.

I do not like to wait.  I am an action oriented person.  I also see things on the horizon.  I understand that in the five fold ministry I am apostolic.  I see the big picture.  Because I see things early and I am action oriented it means that I sometimes run ahead of where God wants me to be.  I need to practice waiting.  That doesn't mean not doing anything necessarily.  It means waiting for what is next by continuing to work on my current assignment AND working on my character.  I know God wants my character to be in alignment for the next assignment before I step into it.  The waiting is difficult.  The purifying is even more difficult.  The result of waiting and refining is really, really good.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 9, Day 3

The memory verse for this week is John 14:23, "Jesus replied, 'If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching.  My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.'"

The most meaningful part of today's study was - You will be blessed when God does a special, God-sized work through you.  You will come to know Him in a way that will bring joy to your life.  When other people see you experiencing God that way, they will want to know how they can experience God that way too.  Be prepared to point them to God.

I am praying that God will do a special, God-size work in and through me.  It's really unsettling when I start thinking about the huge gap between what I can do and what God can do.  I am so wired up to do things in my own power and strength that it can be difficult for me to let that go.  But it is only when I embrace what only God can do that others will be drawn to the activity of God and that I can point them to God. 

Increase my faith, God!

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 9, Day 2

Our memory verse for this week is John 14:23, "Jesus replied, 'If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching.  My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.'"

The most meaningful part of today's study for me was - Because God is interested in developing your character, at times He lets you proceed in your wrong direction, but He will never let you go far without disciplining you to bring you back to Him. 

I know that God is much more interested in my character formation than my comfort.  I need to be constantly aware of when my character reflects the character of Jesus and when it doesn't.  And when there is a gap, I must confess it, seek forgiveness, and move in the right direction by taking the next right steps.  When I do so, God will affirm me.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 9, Day 1

Welcome to week 9!  Our memory verse for this week is John 14:23, "Jesus replied, 'If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching.  My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.'"  As I have been preaching through the whole Gospel of John and working through Experiencing God, I have been amazed at how often what I am preaching and what we are working on in this study have come together.  Only God!

The most meaningful part of today's study was - The previous level of your walk with God will not be adequate for the new work God wants to do through you.  Wow, that was a big one for me.  I have shared with the people of Charter Oak Church that I want to equip everyone to be able to learn where they are on the path of discipleship and what their next step is.  We are working very hard on this and are close to sharing it with everyone.  God has new work for us and I believe He is preparing me and our congregation for what is next.  How incredibly exciting!!

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 8, Day 2

This week's memory verse is Luke 14:33, "Any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be my disciple."


The most meaningful part of today's study was - you cannot stay where you are and go with God in obedience to His will.  The God who calls you is also the one who will enable you to do His will.

I must make major adjustments in my life to do God's will.  Most people say that "God wouldn't put more on me than I can handle."  The Bible doesn't say that.  When I am invited to join God where He is at work it is going to be more than I can handle because it is God that is at work to do His will.  That is always going to be more than I can handle because I am not God.  When I do adjust my life in a major way, God will work in me to accomplish His will.  I don't have to worry.  It's on God.

I must actively seek where I must make major adjustments in my life.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 8, Day 1

Welcome to week 8!  It seems like we are picking up the pace of how fast this study is going by.  I can't believe it.  This week's memory verse is Luke 14:33, "Any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be my disciple."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - No one can sum up all God is able to accomplish through one solitary life that is wholly yielded, adjusted, and obedient to Him!

As I was praying this morning I asked God to use me in this way.  I want to be wholly yielded, adjusted, and obedient to my heavenly Father.  I am asking God to do immeasurably more than I could ask or imagine through the power of the Holy Spirit at work in me.  I am asking that the people in the region around Charter Oak Church will be drawn to a relationship with Jesus because they see God at work in me and the people of Charter Oak Church. 

God, I want more of YOU!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 7, Day 5

The memory verse for this week is Hebrews 11:6, "Without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."

The most meaningful part of today's reading was - outward appearances of success do not always indicate faith, and outward appearances of failure do not always reflect a lack of faith.  Wow!  How true is that statement!  I know that it is very easy for me to look at the outward appearances of what is going on and miss what is really happening behind the scenes in the work of God.  I will from time to time compare myself to others based on what seems like success.  I seem to always look at the negative stuff in my own life and the successes of other people's lives.  I don't need to compare.  I need to be obedient.  Sometimes God is going to take me through a failure in order to teach me and show me His will and His way.  I may not like it, but it is out of love that God acts.

Experiencing God - Week 7, Day 4

The memory verse for this week is Hebrews 11:6, "Without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to know him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - Her (Sarai's) belief about God was limited by her human reason.  It is so easy to just go on sight and what I have experienced in the past.  I operate out of an understanding of this world that is pretty ordered and predictable.  When it comes to the activity of God, it isn't orderly and it isn't always predictable.  That is why it takes such faith to respond to the promptings of the Holy Spirit.  Therefore I must put aside my human expectations of what is normal and embrace the holiness and mystery of God.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 7, Day 3

The memory verse for this week is Hebrews 11:6, "Without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."

The most meaningful statement from today's study was - If you or your church is not responding to God and attempting God-sized tasks you are not exercising faith.  This was a good reality check chapter for me.  It is very easy to get into the routine.  Most people like the routine of doing the same thing day after day, week after week, and year after year.  When I shared the five big goals in my vision message, I shared what I believe are the God-sized tasks before us as a congregation.  We certainly will not be able to accomplish them on our own.  I must stay focused on those God-sized goals and seek God and where He is already at work in them and join Him there.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 7, Day 2

The memory verse of this week is Hebrews 11:6, "Without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - faith is believing that the God who called us to the assignment was the One who would provide for its accomplishment.  How many times do I think that an assignment from God is my responsibility, as if I have to do God's work for Him.  Typing that just seems so ridiculous, but I think my actions can reflect that kind of attitude.  Instead I must totally trust God to accomplish everything He has assigned to be done.  I am honored to be able to join Him in that work.  I am blessed when I submit myself to His will and He works through me.  It just makes more sense joining God in the work instead of trying to do the work myself.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 7, Day 1

Welcome to week 7!!  The memory verse for this week is Hebrews 11:6, "Without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards who earnestly seek him."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - the way you live your life is a testimony of what you believe about God.  I am struck by what it doesn't say.  It doesn't say that what you know is a testimony of what you believe about God.  It doesn't say what you speak is a testimony of what you believe about God.  It says it about my lifestyle.  What I do matters to God - all of the time.

God wants me to totally rely on Him for everything through an ongoing relationship with Him through Jesus.  It's not about a method or a program, but a love relationship.  What worked yesterday or last year or twenty years ago may not be what God wants to use today.  God is the only one who has a right to tell me what to do next. 

Father, I surrender all!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 6, Day 5

The memory verse for this week is John 5:19, "Jesus gave them this answer: 'I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing because whatever the Father does the Son also does.'"

The most meaningful part of today's study was - In the church a need does not constitute a call.  Don't be afraid to get the body of believers to assist you in knowing God's will.

I am an action oriented person.  When there is a problem, I want to solve it.  If something smells fishy, then I engage until I find out what it is and how to fix it.  I need to be reminded that not every need has to be addressed at the church level.  However, I can't just ignore every need because sometimes that is God speaking about what He is about to do and the church is supposed to join Him there.  I need to listen to mature, healthy, disciples of Jesus to make sure I am knowing God's will.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 6, Day 4

The memory verse for this week is John 5:19, "Jesus gave them this answer: 'I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does.'"

The part that really spoke to me in today's reading was - God didn't shift me; He focused me on something He had already been doing through the course of my life.

Last year I went through a season of being coached by a spiritual advisor.  One of the first things I did was look back over my entire life and find markers along the way that described my life, when things were going well and when they were not.  What I learned was that there was a common thread throughout my entire life of what God was doing.  In those times that were not so good, either I was outside of the common thread or the affect of someone else in my life brought me outside of that common thread.

My whole life God has been at work in me and through me in a very similar way.  When I realized that it was very freeing to me.  I was able to see God working in me and guiding me and directing me in what was next.  There hasn't been a time when God prompted me to make a 90 degree or 180 degree turn for my future.

Experiencing God - Week 6, Day 3

The memory verse for this week is John 5:19, "Jesus gave them this answer: 'I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does.'"

The part that spoke to me the most from today's study was - Radically orient your life to God.  The most difficult thing you will ever have to do is deny self, take up God's will, and follow Him.  The most challenging part of your relationship with God is being God-centered.

I don't think we use the word "radical" very much when it comes to describing our relationship with God.  Seriously, the most difficult thing for me every day is to deny my self-centeredness and to only choose to do the will of God.  That is a radical lifestyle.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 6, Day 2

The memory verse for this week is John 5:19, "Jesus gave them this answer: 'I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does.'"

The most meaningful part of today's study for me was - to understand your painful or difficult circumstances, God's perspective is vital. I totally realize this to be true and I often share it with people who are going through those difficult times.

I needed to be reminded of it for myself because it seems like ever since I started preaching through the Gospel of John and so many people from Charter Oak Church have been studying Experiencing God there have been a bunch of little "attacks" upon me, our staff, and others.  Most of it has been people getting angry, making comments that hurt, choosing to live outside the teaching of the Bible, and just a bunch of little things that have built on other little things that together they all hurt.

In the middle of all these little "attacks" I am reminding myself that God is at work and that He is to get the glory.  I must keep my eyes on Jesus and not on the distractions.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 6, Day 1

Welcome to week 6 of Experiencing God!  I can't believe how fast this is going.  This week's memory verse is John 5:19, "Jesus gave them this answer, 'I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - when you pray in a particular direction, immediately anticipate God's activity in answer to your prayer.  I think it is very easy to have the attitude that my responsibility is to pray then I am done with my part and the rest is up to God.  The prayer part is the beginning.  I must have eyes to see and ears to hear what God is doing.  I must look for His invitation to join Him in His work.  I must respond. 

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 5, Day 5

The memory verse for this week is John 8:47, "He who belongs to God hears what God says.  The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God."

The most meaningful part of today's study for me is - What God says in prayer is far more important than what you say in prayer.  God already knows what you are going to say.  You don't know what God is thinking.

What an incredibly challenging statement.  It is very easy for me to go to God with all of my words, requests, thanksgivings, etc. and then get up and go do whatever I am going to do that day.  I must be still and truly listen.  Pastor Tom was telling me about how there are men in Korea who go to the church very early in the morning to pray.  They will not leave to go to work until they hear from God.  What a powerful testimony of men who are committed to hearing from God. 

Monday, February 13, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 5, Day 4

This week's memory verse is John 8:47, "He who belongs to God hears what God says.  The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God."

The most meaningful part of today's study for me was in the explaining of the process we should go through to respond to the truth of Scripture.  I really appreciated that fact that our obedience goes beyond confessing our sin, but to actually following through on doing what is right.  I think it is all too easy to breeze through Scripture and not take the time to really invest myself in the daily discipline of the steps shared by Blackaby.  When we go through this process we will experience God.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 5, Day 3

Our memory verse for this week is John 8:47, "He who belongs to God hears what God says.  The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - God uses Kingdom methods to accomplish Kingdom purposes.  I love how today tied in with Pastor Dave's message from a week ago with the feeding of the 5,000.  From a human perspective the way to feed them was to send them home, but from a Kingdom perspective the way to feed them was the revelation of the power of God at work in Jesus.  I wonder how many times I have missed out on being a part of the revelation power of God at work in me?

I want to be a part of the Kingdom methods that God wants to work out in me to accomplish Kingdom purposes!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 5, Day 2

The memory verse for this week is "He who belongs to God hears what God says.  The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God." John 8:47

The most meaningful statement for me from today's study was - make up your mind now that when the Spirit of God speaks to you, you will do whatever He says.

There is so much to unpack in that statement.  I realize that when I resolve to do something before the time arrives, I am much more likely to follow through.  I have to make up my mind NOW about what I am going to do when God speaks. 

The truth of Scripture is that God continues to speak to His people today.  Am I listening?  I can say yes I am listening sometimes, but I am not always aware of His presence and voice in my life.  I must lean in and tune in to His voice and His promptings.

Finally, I must resolve to do whatever God says.  That word WHATEVER is huge!  Serious, that is a commitment that most people, and I put myself in that category, want to water down.  God would never ask me to do this or to go there or to talk to that person.  Really?  I am willing to guess that as soon as that statement comes out of my mouth or someone else's, that is exactly where God is going to lead us.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Expereincing God - Week 5, Day 1

Welcome to Week 5!  The memory verse for this week is John 8:47, "He who belongs to God hears what God says.  The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God."

The most meaningful part of today's study was - God is not obligated to stop you from making a mistake.  If you want to know the will and voice of God you must devote time and effort to cultivate a love relationship with Him.

That is such a powerful statement.  I meet Christians all the time that believe that somehow God is going to bless them and protect them from ever making a bad decision or failing.  I can even think of times that I have prayed that I wouldn't fail, that too much was on the line, so God was going to have to do a rescue effort.  What is being said behind this kind of thought process is - I don't want to devote time and effort to cultivate my love relationship with God.  Few would have the courage to admit that, but it is really what is going on. 

My responsibility to is to develop my love relationship with my heavenly Father.  No one else can do that but me.  It is only when I have that deep, abiding love relationship with God that I will hear what God has to say and be empowered to do it. 

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 4, Day 5

The memory verse for this week is from John 14:21, "Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me.  He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."

The part that spoke the most to me was - As a church, do not look for ways God is going to bless you.  Look for ways God is going to reveal Himself by working through you and beyond you to accomplish His purposes.  I am amazed at how quickly we can turn in on ourselves.  It is easy to just have our own best interests at the fore front.  I am to seek to point people to God through a relationship with Jesus.  I don't need to put myself first, I need to put God first - to seek His kingdom, then everything else that is necessary in my life will be taken care of.  How easy it is to get that switched around and have the attitude that once God gets my life in order and takes care of all of my needs, then I will put Him first.  It just doesn't work that way.  God must be first.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 4, Day 4

The memory verse for this week is John 14:21, "Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me.  He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."

The most meaningful part of today's study was the statement - When God is about to do something, He takes the initiative and comes to one or more of His servants to let them know what He is about to do.

I know I need wise and discerning people around me.  There is so much "good" that we can do in our church and in our region.  The discerning factor isn't if something is good, but if it is where God is at work.  Having the wisdom and discernment to distinguish the difference is huge.  I only want to do what God is already doing and inviting me and our congregation to join Him in that work.  That is how God will be glorified and people will be drawn to Him.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 4, Day 1


We are starting week 4 already!  Wow!

The memory verse for this week is John 14:21, "Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me.  He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."

The most meaningful part of the study for me today was - I know God more intimately as He reveals Himself to me through experiences with Him.  I took some time to think back to times in which God showed up so obviously in my life and I couldn't deny His work or His presence.  I remember when I was trying to figure out of I should go to seminary or not.  I applied to Duke, but the cost was more than Kelli made in a year as a teacher.  I sensed God leading me to become a student pastor.  It would take a year longer, but I would get good experience and a small salary.  I asked to be appointed by the bishop.  The day I called was the last day the cabinet was meeting and I received the last appointment available.  God's timing was perfect!  I also received a scholarship from Duke so I only had to pay $1,000 per semester.  God was Provider!

Experiencing God - Week 4, Day 3

The memory verse for this week is John 14:21, "Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me.  He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."

The part that was most meaningful for me was - "God's commands are designed to guide you to life's best.  You will not obey Him, however, if you do not believe Him and trust Him.  You will not believe Him if you do not love Him.  You cannot love Him unless you know Him.  But if you really come to know God as He reveals Himself to you, you will love Him.  If you love Him, you will believe and trust Him.  If you believe and trust Him, you will obey Him."

I love how connected all of that is.  It clearly defines the totality of the relationship between God and us.  All of it is equally important and all of it builds on the other.  All of it is necessary - know, love, trust, obedience, believe in order to have an intimate relationship with God.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 3, Day 5

The memory verse for this week is Matthew 22:17-18, "Jesus replied, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment."

The part that spoke to me the most from today's study was - God's constant presence is the most practical part of your life and ministry.  I really leaned into the practical part.  How often do I really understand that God's presence in my life is practical?  I would usually call His presence spiritual, but it truly is practical.  I want and need to realize and live with the expectation that the more tuned in I am to God's presence the more I will be acting out of His will and it will have practical implications.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 3, Day 4

The memory verse for this week is from Matthew 22:37-38, "Jesus replied, 'Love the Lord your God with all of your heart and all of your soul and all of your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment."

The most meaningful statement for me today is "to firmly anchor your experiencing God and knowing His will, you must be absolutely convinced of God's love for you."  I started thinking about this beyond, yes I know God loves me.  I think it is in the extremes of life that this belief is put to the test.  When things are going really bad, am I absolutely convinced of God's love for me?  It is easy for seeds of doubt to creep in when things are not going well.  But I also have to ask myself that question in the other extreme - when things are going really, really well, am I absolutely convinced of God's love for me or do I become self-reliant?  I think it is in the extremes that that statement of God's love must be absolutely certain.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 3, Day 2

The memory verse for this week is Matthew 22:37-38, "Jesus replied, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment."

The most meaningful statement for today's study really was a question - If you knew all you had was a relationship with God, would you be totally and completely satisfied?  What a hard hitting question!  I can answer that, "Oh, yes! I'm a pastor of course that is true."  But when I dig even a little below the surface I have to really check myself.  If something happened to Kelli would I still be totally and completely satisfied with my relationship with God?  If something happened to Caleb or Abby, would I?  If I lost my job, if I lost my health, if I lost everything around me that I know and I am comfortable with, would I be totally and completely satisfied with my relationship with God?

I do know this, I don't want to find out.  That's just gut level honesty. 

Saying yes to Blackaby's question cannot be done quickly and easily.  I even think it is a day by day answer that grows and develops as I mature in my faith as a follower of Jesus.  What it is causing me to do is evaluate if I am making decisions about my life that demonstrate that I am totally and completely satisfied with my relationship with God.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 3, Day 1

It's the start of a new week.  Great discussion last night about week 2.  I love sitting under Stan and Betsy Hunt's teaching!  They are doing a great job!!

The memory verse for this week is Matthew 22:37-38, "Jesus replied, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment.'"

The most meaningful statement from today's study was - everything in my life - knowing God and God's will depends on the quality of my love relationship with God.  That just brings such clarity to the desperate need that is within me to be in relationship with my heavenly Father.  I am reminded of the memory verse from week one about how I can do nothing apart from Jesus.  The more intimate my love relationship with God, the greater the quality of my life.  That is so life changing.  I must purse that love relationship with God.  He is not holding me at bay, I hold God at bay with my busyness, distractions, and sin. 

The responsibility of my intentionality toward God is tremendous!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 2, Day 5

The memory verse this week is Psalm 20:7, "Some trust in chariots and some trust in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God."

Today's reading had so much good content in it that spoke to me.  Here are a few of them...

"The moment God speaks to you is the time He wants you to respond to Him."
"The quality of the father will affect the quality of following generations."
"Nothing is more pathetic than having a small character when you have a big assignment."
"If you can't be faithful in a little, God will not give you a larger assignment.
"God always builds character to match His assignment. If God has a great task for you, He will expand your character to match that assignment."

I want my character to conform to the character of Jesus.  I want God to build my character so I can be faithful and obedient to any assignment He may have for me.  I realize I need to honestly assess my character and seek to confess where it is lacking and surrender those areas to God.

Looking forward to tonight's session of Experiencing God!!

Monday, January 23, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 2, Day 4

The memory verse for this week is Psalm 20:7, "Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we will trust in the name of the Lord our God."

The most meaningful statement for me today is - knowing God's voice comes from an intimate relationship with God.  When I don't know what God wants from me or if I don't know where God is leading me, it's because I am out of relationship with Him.  I'm not hearing His voice because the intimacy has been broken by sin or busyness.  I must come back to Him in very specific and intentional ways.

I really appreciated the prayer on page 44 - "God, I pray that I will grow in my relationship with You so much that when you speak, I will immediately hear and respond."  That is my prayer, today and everyday.

Experiencing God - Week 2, Day 3

The memory verse this week is Psalm 20:7, "Some trust in chariots and some trust in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God."

The most meaningful statement for me was - open and closed doors are not always indicators of God's will.  I am amazed at how many people tell me that they are praying that God would open or close a door.  I always have felt that wasn't the best way to pray and ask God to show His will.  God gives us other things like the Bible and circumstances that should agree on the direction a person senses God leading them.

I think we want it too easy.  We don't like to wait.  We don't want to have to do the hard work of seeking God if it is in an area that we are not comfortable with so we use the language of a door.  I want to be diligent in doing my "homework" of praying, reflecting on scripture, and looking at the circumstances around me to make sure I am walking in God's will and not just focusing on my own desires.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 2, Day 2

This morning I read about God's Plans Verses Our Plans in Experiencing God.  The memory verse for this week is Psalm 20:7, "Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God."

As I was reading today and seeking to listen to the prompting of the Holy Spirit, I realized that what I was reading was one of those - you have a choice here moments.  I could just read the material, answer the questions and move on to the rest of my day.  But the more I leaned in, the more I listened, the more I realized I didn't want to merely go through the motions.  Today's study is big for me.

The part that spoke so profoundly to me was the statement, "You need to know what God has on His agenda for your church, community, and nation at this time in history.  Then you and your church can adjust your lives to God so He can move you into the mainstream of His activity before its too late."

This is what God has been pressing down on me for months now!  When I shared in my vision message a few weeks ago that I believe God is calling us to infusion spiritual passion for Jesus into the lives of the people in Westmoreland County it because I believe it is in response to what God wants to do through us - and here's what God has been really pressing down on me that I felt weird saying to people...before it's too late!!!  What confirmation to what I have been hearing from God.

Remember, we can't do it!  But it must be done.  Therefore, God will have to do it through us. We must be faithful and obedient.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Experiencing God - Week 2, Day 1

I don't know if it is just me, but last night's Experiencing God large group gathering was really good.  Now today, I started into the second week of the study and it is also getting better.  God is at work!!

This week's memory verse is Psalm 20:7, "Some trust in chariots and some in horses.  But we trust in the name of the Lord our God."

As I looked at the difference between a self-centered life and a God-centered life and actually wrestled with the reality of my life, I confess that I do not have God at the center of my life at the depth that He desires.  I have to desire that depth of intimacy and submission with God before it will happen.  God will not force Himself into the deepest regions of my life.

The most meaningful statement for me today was, "God never asks people to dream up something to do for Him."  I am a big picture - vision person.  This statement really takes the pressure off of me.  I don't have to dream up what God wants me to do in my life, my family, or at Charter Oak Church.  That is so freeing! 

I am to submit myself to God and watch, wait, and listen for where God is at work.  I have two very specific assignments from today's study.  I can't wait to watch and wait on God!!

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Experiencing God - Day 5

It is the end of the first week.  Typing out the memory verse each day has been very helpful to me in memorizing this week's verse - John 15:5, "I am the vine, you are the branches. If a man remains in me, and I in him, he will bear much fruit; part from me you can do nothing."

The most meaningful part of today's study is the statement - when you believe nothing significant can happen through you, you have said more about your belief in God than you have declared about you.  God is always at work!  Always!  Not just when we notice it or can see it.  God is always at work!  How does God work?  Through people.  As a matter of fact if scripture is any indication of how God works through people (and I think it is), then you quickly learn that He works through ordinary people.  God does the extraordinary through the ordinary so that He receives all the praise.

Open my eyes God, that I can more fully see you at work!

See you at Experiencing God tonight!!

Monday, January 16, 2012

Experiencing God - Day 4

I completed day 4 of Experiencing God on Sunday.  The memory verse for this week is John 15:5, "I am the vine, you are the branches. If a man remains in me, and I in him, he will bear much fruit; part from me you can do nothing."

The most meaningful part of the day's study was that the Bible is designed to help you understand God's ways.  Then when God starts to act in that manner in your life, you will recognize that it is He who is working.  So the implication of that is I need to be disciplined in reading and reflecting on God's Word every day so that I will recognize the work of God around me so I can join Him.

The other statement that was meaningful for me was, "When God is about to do something through you, He has to get you from where you are to where He is, so He tells you what He is doing."  The truth is, I will have to make a move from where I am to where God is.  Looking back, that typically wasn't a comfortable move.  But when I obeyed, I was amazed at what God did. 

I'm looking forward to our time together on Tuesday night!

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Experiencing God - Day 3

On Friday I completed day three of Experiencing God.  The memory verse for this week is John 15:5, "I am the vine, you are the branches.  If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing."

The part of today's study that spoke to me was that God is always at work and He invites us to join Him where He is already at work.  So my responsibility as a disciple of Jesus is to always be on the lookout for God working.  He isn't just at work a little bit.  He is just at work when I am at work.  God is always at work.  I will actually deepen my relationship with God when I obey Him and He accomplishes His work through me.

My prayer is that I will be much more aware and attune to God around me, especially when I am in the midst of my everyday ordinary life in Westmoreland County.  Apart from God, I can do NOTHING.  When I abide in Him, He will bear much fruit in my life.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Experiencing God - Day 2

Today I completed day 2 of week 1.  The memory verse for this week is John 15:5, "I am the vine; you are the branches.  If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing."

The most meaningful part of my study today was the challenge - asking "what is God's will for my life?" is the wrong question.  The proper question is, "What is God's will?"  Once I know God's will, then I can adjust my life to Him.  The focus needs to be on God, not on my life!!

This has been something that has come up for me a number of times over the last couple of weeks.  Here it is again.  I think God must be saying something to me.  Do I seek God's will for my life or do I seek God's will?  Am I more interested in having God bless what I am doing or am I more interested in watching to see where God is at work and joining Him?

My prayer today is that I will know God is always at work around me.  I want eyes to see and a heart that breaks for God that I may join Him where He is already at work.

Book #2 - Move

The Leadership Team at Charter Oak Church recently read a book together - Move: What 1,000 Churches Reveal about Spiritual Growth by Greg Hawkins and Cally Parkinson.

Reading this book gave us a place to have similar language and to challenge us about what we really believe God wants for the spiritual growth of the people of Charter Oak Church and Westmoreland County.  I shared in my vision message that my goal for 2012 is to equip the people of our congregation to know where they are on the path of discipleship and what their next right step is for becoming a fully devoted follower of Jesus.  I want to do everything I can to move people's hearts closer to Jesus.

This book takes real data and puts flesh and blood on what is working to see lives transformed.  I really appreciated that the authors write that ultimately spiritual growth is done by the power of the Holy Spirit.  It's not just about activity.  In fact, most churches just make it about spiritual activity and that is why most churches in America are plateaued or dying.

If you are a pastor or a church leader I would highly recommend this book.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Experiencing God - Day 1

Seismic movement - that's what is happening in people's lives at Charter Oak Church as people take the next right step on the path of discipleship by engaging in the Experiencing God study together.  Quite honestly I didn't think this many people would sign up, then people just started showing up who didn't sign up.  More and more lives being transformed by conforming to the character of Jesus.  Only God!!

Today I completed Day 1 of the first week.  The memory verse this week is on my desk..."I am the vine; you are the branches.  If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." John 15:5

It was a good start.  As I reflect on the memory verse and consider what God wants me to do in response to today's study I know that God wants me to stay attuned to Him through out the day.  It's not just do my homework, read my Bible, spend time in prayer.  It's stay open and available to God's leading and prompting.  As a disciple I engage in the practice of my faith.  I do so that I can be in a relationship with my heavenly Father.  I want to remain in Him and He in me.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

New Year's Resolutions


Every year our family sits down and talks about what we are going to do in the New Year. We have the same categories from year to year. Before we create our new resolutions we pull our previous year's resolutions out of our Memory Box and talk about what we did or didn't accomplish and why.

The categories we have are: Serve, Learn, New, Improve, and Accomplish

For the sake of accountability here are my commitments for 2012:
  • Serve - Write a letter a week to my friend in prison.
  • Learn - How to prepare for Caleb going to college.
  • New - Get away with Kelli to somewhere we have never visited.
  • Improve - My attitude of encouragement.
  • Accomplish - Run a full marathon

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Word of God Speak

Over the last month or so I have really been thinking and wrestling with the holiness of God and what it means to me and how it impacts who I am as a follower of Jesus.  I have been spending more time in the Bible.  It's been wonderful watching how many of my Facebook friends have taken up the challenge of reading through the Bible in 2012.

I am also spending a ton of time in the Gospel of John as I prepare to preach through it over the next four months.  As all of this is going on I heard Word of God Speak on Pandora.  Here are the lyrics, they speak right into my processing and wrestling.

WORD OF GOD SPEAK
I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

[Chorus:]
Word of God speak
Would you pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That you're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

[Chorus: Repeat 2X]
I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

God's Will

When we honor God in the places no one sees, He will honor us in the places everyone sees.

God's will for my life isn't if I choose path A or path B.  I don't need to try to figure out God's will in that regard.  God's will for my life is to conform my character to His nature.  The choice I have is whether or not I will chose to conform to Him or do my own thing.  I have to make that decision when no one else is looking, because once I am where everyone sees, making character decisions is too late.

As 2012 is getting started and you are seeking God's will for your life, read the Bible and study the nature of God and the character of Jesus, then begin to apply it on path A, path B, or path Z.  It's about God's nature, nothing less.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Resurrection Power


I believe in the resurrection power of Jesus Christ.  I don't waiver in that belief and I cling to it when someone I care deeply about passes from this life into the next.  I also hold that truth out as publicly as I can when someone I care deeply about experiences a death in their family.

In a few minutes my good friend, Cindy Jonczak, will be celebrating her mom's life and rejoicing in her resurrection at her funeral in Ford City.  I am praying for Cindy, her children, Cara, Seth and Christian, as well as all of their family and friends.

I say to them and I say to you, we have a Savior in Jesus Christ who brings joy and peace right into the middle of death.  Death has been swallowed up in victory.  Death has no victory, death has no sting.  Thanks to the life, death and resurrection of the Son of God, Jesus Christ.

I am honored that I know Cindy's mom, Shirley.  She was a pretty special lady.  I am thrilled she knows Jesus and even more so, she is known by Jesus.  I am praying for the Acerni Family to experience the peace, joy, and love of our heavenly Father.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Book #1 - Jesus' Model for Growing Healthy Leaders

A few years ago I tracked my book reading by posting each book and a short review or thoughts on each one.  I am doing that again in 2012.  Here's my first book of the year...

Jesus' Model for Growing Healthy Leaders by Mike Breen with Steve Woods

As far as I know this is only available by pdf download.  If you only read books that have paper and ink, then you won't be reading this one.  But if you do read ebooks, then this is a great little book that is free.

Mike takes the reader through the development process of a disciple and leader...
  • I do, you watch
  • I do, you help
  • You do, I help
  • You do, I watch
This is a practical, easy read for leaders, teachers, parents, anyone really who is looking for a model of growing in a healthy way.  The one missing element for me, which is probably inherently in this process but I like to make it more clearly articulated, is adding a step in the process at the end - you do, someone else watches.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Memory Box

Every year for as long as I can remember we create a Memory Box for our family on New Year's Day.  It is a simple shoe box that we cover with butcher paper and our kids decorate it.  Then throughout the year, we  place all of the souvenirs we collect as we experience each activity.  On New Year's Day we sit down as a family and we open up the previous year's Memory Box and we look at each item remembering and giving thanks for each experience.  We have kept all of our previous Memory Boxes.  It is a great way to deepen our connection as a family.  You can start this any time, why not start it today?